And so this morning I woke up as a man aged 21. I'm quite sure I've been a man for a number of years now, but there now seems to be nothing left to hide behind. Peter Pan has grown a beard and carries a briefcase. At a time like this I always find myself reflecting a whole lot on the present, past and, most importantly, future. There's a line in the film Men in Black which contains some wisdom. It goes like this:
"A thousand years ago, everybody knew that the earth was the centre of the universe. Five hundred years ago everybody knew that the world was flat and fifteen minutes ago you knew that we were alone on this planet. Imagine what you'll know tomorrow."
Knowledge is only knowledge once it's acquired, and I am more knowledgeable than I was a year ago, and nowhere near as knowledgeable as I will be on my 22nd Birthday. It was a year ago today that I really started to feel at home here at ICC - it took me that long. In a year's time I'll have been married for more than ten months, which at the moment still seems like a lifetime away (although its not, check the bottom of the page!). I've also been thinking back to previous birthdays, for example my 16th and 18th. I was ill on my 16th birthday, and so I watched Frasier box sets and shaved my feet and a large tennis ball. On my 18th birthday I was in 6th form, with many of the same people who I know a love right now around me.
Tonight we're going to have a big Chinese buffet here in Glasgow, with about 20 people coming and about another 10 joining us at the pub later on. Sarah said to me yesterday, "We were at the Kublai Khan this time 3 years ago, with no one who'll be there tomorrow night present", which made me think of how life is like a river, and that you cannot step into the same river twice. It can be similar, for example in 24 hours time Sarah and I will step off a train and go see our families and have a big meal tomorrow night with them and some friends from Newcastle (you know who you are!), but even if we did the exact same thing as last year, it wouldn't be last year. Its now, its present. All this interests me. That's why The Alan Show is constantly changing its cast, to varying degrees, but there's never the same exact cast from season to season. I guess that's why it stays interesting.
My birthday present from Sarah was a complete secret until we got off a bus in Edinburgh outside the zoo, and she explained that she'd gotten me an evening with some rhinos! She knows me so well! These animals are half their full size and they're still as tall as a man! Such amazing creatures, their eyes, their skin, the way they look like they've been assembled from a build-a-rhino kit. They're gentle giants, a testament to God's creative tendencies.
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